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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 16:45:38 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS!! OK SO IM BACK AT MY MOMS NOW AND IM MOVING 2MORROW TO THIS HOUSE THAT IS LIKE A MIN AWAY FROM THE ONE IM LIVING IN NOW LOL BUT ITS A REALLY NICE HOUSE SO ANY STRONG GUYS WANNA HELP?<~SERIOUSLY THO CUZ WE ALL WE HAVE IS MY SOON TO BE STEP DAD TO HELP AND WE HAVE ALOT OF HEAVY JUNK TO MOVE BUT ANYWAYS IM GANNA BE DONE WITH DRIVERS ED ON SAT AND THEN HAVE TO WAIT 4EVER TO GET MY LICENSE WHICH STINKS CUZ I CANT GET IT ON MY B~DAY! I HAD STARTED EARLIER I COULD HAVE MY LICENSE ON THE 30TH! O WELL, DRIVERS ED IS ACTUALLY KIDNA FUN WITH JENNY AND BRADY TODAY WE SAW A DEAD COW ON THE SIDE OF THE RODE AND IT TOOK ME 4 TIMES TO BACK OUT OF THIS PERSONS DRIVE WAY LOL SO THE WHOLE "3RD WORKS AS A CHARM" SAYING IS NOT TRUE!! BUT YEA HERE ARE SOME PICS I TOOK OVER THE WEEK TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

MY BROTHER AND MY DAD (HA I PROMISE MY BROTHER ISNT HIGH)

(YEA I KNOW, ITS A FAKE SMILE LOL)

(ME AND MY BEST FRIEND BRITTANY)

(O LOOK AT THAT TALENT!)

(ME KELLY AND BRITT)

(YO!)

I HAVE ALOT MORE BUT I DONT WANNA PUT THEM ALL UP HERE RIGHT NOW

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 23:21:05 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! YEA I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN THIS THING FOR LIKE EVER! BUT YEA NOTHING MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON, I AM WITH MY DAD THIS WEEK ITS PRETTY COOL CUZ I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HANG OUT WITH MY BROTHER AND SISTER ALOT AND GOT TO SEE MY NIECES AND NEPHEWS, YEA WELL I HAVE STARTED THE DRIVING PART OF DRIVERS ED NOW...ITS PRETTY FUN ACTUALLY IM AT MY SISTERS HOUSE RIGHT NOW HANGIN OUT IM GANNA SPEND THE NIGHT OVER HERE SO YEA...A FEW DAYS AGO I SPENT THE NIGHT OVER HERE AND ME MY SISTER, BRITTANY AND KARISSA ALL ENDED UP SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED WHICH IS 4 OF US IN THIS QUEEN SIZE BED IT WAS RATHER CROWDED SINCE BRITTANY WAS RIGHT NEXT TO ME KICKING ME EVERY FEW SECONDS!

*CAN OPENER STORY*

OK SO I WAS TRYING TO OPEN THIS CAN RIGHT...WELL ALL I COULD FIND WAS THIS OLD TIMEY ONE THAT YOU HAVE TO TWIST AND IT WAS BROKE AND RIGHT WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD FIXED IT THE WHOLE LEFT SIDE FELL OFF SO I WAS LIKE GREAT! SO THEN I LOOK AROUND LIKE THE WHOLE STINKIN KITCHEN FOR ANOTHER CRAPY CAN OPENER AND COULDNT FIND ONE SO I WAS LIKE OK FINE THEN ILL BRING OUT THE HAMMER AND THE SCREW DRIVER SO RIGHT AFTER I START HAMMERIN THE CAN AND STUFF I LOOK UP AND SEE THIS CORD AND IM LIKE HMM... WHAT DOES THAT GO TO AND I LOOK UP AND GUESS WHAT IT WAS? A CAN OPENER!! YEA I WAS LIKE R U SERIOUS! BUT YEA IM GANNA GO CUZ IM GANNA GO HANG OUT WITH MY SISTER AND STUFF LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 01:46:12 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY! GUESS WHO CAN DRIVE! YEA BUDDY! ME!!!! I GOT MY PERMIT AND I SWEAR I STARRED AT IT FOR LIKE 10 MIN. IT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVEN SEEN! HA YEA SO I WENT DRIVING TODAY AND I GOT THE BREAK AND THE GAS PETAL MIXED UP AND THE STOP SIGN WHILE I CAR WAS PASSING... YEA UMM MOM FREAKED ON ME LOL THEN SHE TOOK ME TO THE OLD WALMART PARKING LOT SO I COULD PRACTICE HER 5 SPEED (STICK SHIFT) AND HA WOW THAT WAS UMM SCARY LOL THE FIRST TIME I STARTED IT WE JUMPED AND YEA I DIDNT GET IT STARTED TILL LIKE THE 6TH TIME! YEA THAT WHOLE SAYING ABOUT THE 3RD TIME IS A CHARM IS BULL! IT TOOK ME 6TIMES! AND EVERY TIME I WOULD MESS UP THE CAR THINGY WOULD STOP! BUT YEAH IM GANNA GO NOW! ILL TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

RIP TRENT HOUGHTON YOU ARE MISSED BY LOTS!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 15:50:21 GMT

*THE PAST CANT BE FORGOTTEN, ONLY FORGIVEN*

ALL WAYS GIVE YOUR FRIENDS A SECOND CHANCE, DON'T DOUBT THEM, GIVE THEM TIME TO SHOW YOU THAT THEY ARE TRULY SORRY AND GIVE THEM THE TIME TO REGAIN THE TRUST THAT THEY HAVE LOST EVEN IF THEY DID HURT YOU.

I REALLY WISHED THAT I HAD SLEPT THROUGH THE OTHER DAY...I FOUND OUT SOME STUFF THAT REALLY HURT ME, ITS EASIER TO TELL THE TRUTH AND GET IT OVER WITH THEN WAITING AND TRYING TO HIDE IT UNTIL THE PERSON FINDS OUT...MAKE SURE YOU KNOW FOR SURE YOU CAN TRUST SOMEONE...DON'T BE GULLIBLE LIKE ME. I HAVE FORGIVEN THEM BUT I WONT BEABLE TO LOOK AT THEM AND NOT THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. ITS HARD TO JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET, ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME AT LEAST, TO ME THE PAST CANT BE FORGOTTEN BUT ONLY FORGIVEN WELL IM GANNA GO ILL TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 17:45:17 GMT

FIRST OFF LET ME TELL U THE MOSY IMPORTANT THING IN A FRIENDSHIP IS *TRUST* AND ONCE YOU LOSE IT, IT IS HARD TO REGAIN IT...AND NO HONESTY DOES NOT REPLACE IT AFTER ITS LOST!

HEY YOU GUYS... YEA IM STILL CONFUSED BUT I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND ABOUT WHAT TO DO AND IT IS TO LEAVE IT BE... THEN EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY WELL NOT COUNTING ME LOL BUT THATS OK CUZ EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS... ILL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT ALTHOUGH IT HURTS... BUT IM FINE AS LONG AS I DONT THINK ABOUT IT... BUT IVE BEEN THINKING ALOT LATELY ABOUT FAM. CUZ I SPENT A FEW NIGHTS WITH BRITT THIS WEEK AND I REALIZED THE MORE IM OVER THERE MAKES ME WANT WHAT THEY HAVE EVEN MORE... I KNOW IT ISNT GOOD TO WANT WHAT SOMEONE HAS BUT IDK... SO BRITT IS GANNA COME OVER HERE IN A LIL BIT AND WE HAVE TO WORK OUT BUTTS OFF AGAIN! GRR... O WELL WE WILL HAVE FUN WE ALWAYS DO NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE DOING WE WILL FIND AWAY TO HAVE FUN WITH IT O WELL I G2G PICK UP BRITT AND IN A WEEK IN A HALF DRIVERS ED IS OVER! SO O YEA! TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

*SAY WHAT*

*CHEESE* (hey britt. the cheese stands alone!) ("n"k)

aww... i love gustavo!

*me and jonah in mexico for the mission trip the building behind us is what we built!*

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:14:21 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! I AM SO DAD~GUM CONFUSED ABOUT SOME STUFF RIGHT NOW! IDK WHAT TO DO... OR WHAT I WANT...WELL I WANT WHAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO BUT I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT THE RIGHT THING IS BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT MY DECISION IS SOMEONE WONT BE HAPPY AND I WILL BE HAPPY IF EVERYONE ELSE IS BUT THAT WONT WORK CUZ NO MATTER WHAT SOMEONE WILL BE UPSET ABOUT IT...BUT ANYWAYS WOW I HAD A BLAST LAST NIGHT! I WAS OVER AT BRITTS HOUSE AND KOLLIN CAME OVER AND PICKED ME AND BRITT UP AND MATT FOLOWED US TO PAPACITAS AND THEN WE WENT TO STARBUCKS AND WOW WE LAUGHED ALOT ALTHOUGH MOST OF IT WAS LAUGHING AT ME AND BRITT BUT THATS OK LOL WE LAUGHED WITH THEM BUT THEN TONIGHT ME AND BRITT MEET ALEX AND KRISTI AT THE KILGORE MOVIE THEATER AND WE RAN INTO SHANE SO WE ALL SAT TOGETHER AND HOLY COW THAT PLACE WAS PACKED! WE HAD TO SIT ON THE VERY FRONT ROW! IT WAS RATHER UNCOMFY AND WELL 2MORROW I AM GOING TO CHURCH W/ BRITT AND THEN AFTERWARDS WE ARE GANNA GO TO MY HOUSE WHILE MY MOM IS AT WORK AND START ORGANIZING STUFF FOR THE 100 GARAGE SALES WE HAVE TO HAVE! BUT IM GANNA GO TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 15:39:23 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! YEA I JUST GOT BACK FROM DRIVERS ED OMW IT IS SO BORING 4 PEOPLE FEEL ASLEEP TODAY IN THE CLASS LOL BUT ANYWAYS I REALLY WANNA GO SWIMMING! AND THEN BOWLING LOL IM IN LOVE WITH BOWLING NOW EVEN THO THE TIME B4 LAST I THROUGH THE BALL WHEN THE PINS OR W/E THEY ARE CALLED THE THINGS YOUR POSE TO KNOCK DOWN YEAH WELL THEY WERNT UP YET AND I HIT THE METAL BAR AND A WORKER DUDE HAD TO GO GET MY BALL AND THEN MY BRACELET WAS TO BIG FOR ME I WENT UP THERE TO THROUGH THE BALL AND MY BRACELET FLEW OFF AND WENT LIKE 4 LANES DOWN FROM ME AND I HAD TO GO GET IT LOL BUT HERE ARE SOME PICS THAT I SAID I WOULD PUT UP HERE

*hmm i wonder who isnt matching? cough cough KOLLIN*

(06 seniors!)

*Kollins pic. table or w/e it is called* i love my brother! he is the best brother ever!

*my youngest nephew* isnt he adorable!

"hmm... i wonder whats up there?"

*O you best watch out its Kollin and his motorcycle crew!*
*me and britt prac. our dance*

*me Kelly and Britt.*

*BFF*

*o yea look at that G* atleast i think that is the right word lol *Kollin and the teachers, ms.reardon and mr.broughton *both one of my fav. teachers*

ttyl love you guys! ~*KaNa*~

Monday, June 05, 2006

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 00:03:35 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! YEA I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE SO I DECIDED I WOULD TODAY FOR SOME VERY ODD REASON BUT ANYWAYS UMM NOTHING TO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON I AM FINALLY GETTING OK WITH AARON I GUESS HE IS OK JUST AS LONG AS HE DOESNT TALK ALOT BUT I STILL DONT LIKE THE FACT THAT BRITT WILL MOST LIKELY GET WITH THIS GUY CUZ THEN WE WONT BE SINGLE TOGETHER AND IT IS REALLY FUN NOT LIKING ANYONE AND BEING SINGLE! CUZ THEN YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT GETTING HURT AND STUFF IF U STAY OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP BUT O WELL, CHANGING SUBJECTS I WAS TRYING TO LISTEN TO MY NEW C.D THAT I BURNT AT BRITTS HOUSE SO I PUT THE C.D IN THE C.D HOLDER OR W/E IT IS CALLED IM THE COMPUTER AND IT WASNT PLAYING AND I TRIED LIKE EVERYTHING TO TRY AND MAKE THAT DAD~GUM THING TO WORK SO THEN I GAVE UP AND PUSHED THE BUTTON TO SPIT IT OUT AND WHEN IT CAME OUT I HAD IT UPSIDE DOWN! YEA I KNOW IM A RETARD LOL

*FEATHERS*

I WOKE UP AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM TO WASH MY FACE AND GET READY FOR DRIVERS ED AND I TURNED ON THE LIGHT AND I SEE ALL THIS WHITE STUFF IN MY HAIR AND I THOUGHT THAT I HADNT ADJUSTED TO THE LIGHT YET SO I TURNED IT OFF THEN TURNED IT BACK ON AND THEY WERE STILL THERE SO I GET CLOSER TO THE MIRROR AND I SEE THAT THEY ARE FEATHERS AND IM JUST LIKE UMM OK THIS IS WEIRD Y DO I HAVE FEATHERS IN MY HAIR SO I GO TO MY ROOM AFTER I PICK ALL THE FEATHERS OUT OF MY HAIR AND WHEN I TURNED ON MY LIGHT MY FAN CAME ON AND HOLY COW THERE WERE FEATHERS FLYING ALL OF THE PLACE! SO THEN I REALIZED THAT I HAVE OR SHOULD I SAY (HAD) A FEATHER BLANKET AND I FOUND OUT LATTER THAT MY SUGAR GLIDER GOT OUT AND DECIDED HE WANTED TO CHEW A HUGE HOLE IN MY REALLY COMFY MOST FAVORITE BLANKET EVER! SO YEA THE FEATHER BLANKET IS NOW REALLY FLAT AND I DUCK TAPED IT BACK TOGETHER, HA DONT YOU GUYS JUST LOVE MY RANDOM STORIES! O AND WHEN I GET BACK TO MY MOMS HOUSE 2MORROW ILL PUT SOME PICS UP HERE OF HOMECOMING AND SOME OTHER ONES LIKE MY BROTHERS GRADUATION TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~

Monday, May 29, 2006

Mon, 29 May 2006 17:31:32 GMT

HEY YOU GUYS! BRITT JUST LEFT TO GO TO HER HOUSE CUZ SHE HAS TO GET READY TO GO SEE THAT JERK AARON THAT I DONT APPROVE OF LOL BUT ANYWAYS I AM SO BURNT! IM IN PAIN LOL IM SUCH A BABY WHEN IT COMES TO SUNBURNS! MY SHIRT TOUCHING ME EVER HURTS! BUT ANYWAYS GUESS WHAT! IM STARTING DRIVERS EDD 2MORROW WHICH IS GANNA BE BORING BUT IT MEANS THAT I CAN FINALLY START TO DRIVE SO YAY! BUT I DONT WANNA GO CUZ IM GANNA HAVE TO BE IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW AND IT IS GOING TO BE SCARY! AND I REALLY BORED AND THERE IS NOTHING TO DO CUZ BRITT LEFT AND MY MOM IS AT WORK...I GOT ASKED TO GO TO THE MOVIES WITH THAT DUDE KEVIN LAST NIGHT CUZ AARON GAVE HIM MY NUMBER! GRR... AND I THINK IM GOING TO TELL HIM NO BECAUSE I DONT WANT HIM TO THINK THAT I LIKE HIM AND WANNA LIKE GO ON A DATE WITH HIM CUZ HE TOLD ME LAST NIGHT ON THE PHONE HE LIKED ME WHICH MADE ME A LIL UNCOMFORTABLE AND THEN IT IS BAD CUZ HIS BEST FRIEND ALSO LIKE ME SO IM LIKE AHH! GET AWAY! LOL BUT THEY ARE COOL AND ALL BUT I DONT LIKE THEM LIKE THAT CUZ I AM SINGLE AND DONT LIKE ANYONE CUZ ALL GUYS ARE JERKS! WELL 95% OF THEM, I HAVENT FOUND ONE YET THAT ISNT LOL BUT THATS PROB CUZ IVE ONLY HAD 2 B/F LOL BUT THAT WAS ENOUGH TO SHOW ME GUYS ARE JERKS! OK WELL IM GANNA GO ILL TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! CHECK OUT MY MYSPACE! its at the bottom of my post!

here are some random pics!

cant get anymore gangster then this! ha

umm...CHEESE!

http://www.myspace.com/anak90

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Sun, 28 May 2006 14:12:46 GMT

OK SO YEA I HAVE PROB! YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE LAKE WITH BRITT. ADD WELL KEVIN, MARK, AND AARON CAME WHICH AARON IS THE GUY SHE LIKES AND MARK IS THE GUY THAT LIKES ME BUT I DONT LIKE HIM AND NOW KEVIN IS STARTING TO LIKE ME WHICH I DONT LIKE HIM AND WELL ME AND AARON CANT STAND EACH OTHER WHICH IS REALLY BAD CUZ HE LIKES MY BEST FRIEND AND I CANT STAND HIM CUZ WELL I DONT HAVE TIME TO LIST THE REASONS AND I AM JUST NOW OK WITH KEVIN AND I HAVE BEEN OK WITH MARK BUT YESTERDAY AARON WANTED TO RIDE WITH BRITT IN THIS LIL TUBE THING WHICH AARON NEW THAT MEANT THAT I WOULD BE LEFT WITH KEVIN WHICH I DIDNT WANT TO BE BECAUSE I DONT LIKE TO TOUCH PEOPLE OR HAVE THEM TOUCH ME IF I DONT KNOW THEM AND IF IT IS A GUY THAT I USE TO NOT BE ABLE TO STAND BUT I AM NOW GETTING OK WITH HIM SO YEAH THEN AARON WAS TELLING BRITT TO TELL ME THAT I DONT NEED TO BE NICE TO THE PEOPLE THAT I DONT LIKE CUZ IT MAKES THEM THINK THAT I AM THERE FRIEND AND HE DIDNT KNOW THAT I HAVE A PROB WITH HIM AND NOT MARK OR KEVIN CUZ KEVIN WAS TELLING AARON THAT HE IS STARTING TO LIKE ME AND THEN AARON TOLE HIM "DONT WASTE YOUR TIME ON HER SHE IS JUDGE MENTAL AND IS JUST ACTING LIKE SHE IS YOUR FRIEND" SOMETHING LIKE THAT OK THEN AARON TOLD BRITT LAST NIGHT ALSO "I DONT LIKE KANA" THEN SHE TOLD HIM "GOOD CUZ SHE CANT STAND YOU" SO I WAS LIKE O GEE GREAT! AND OK I THINK I HAVE LOGICAL REASONS NOT TO LIKE HIM SINCE I WAS BRITT TO HAVE THE BEST AND HE ISNT THE BEST IN MY BOOK! AND HIS ONE REASON OF NOT LIKING ME IS CUZ HE THINKS I AM JUDGE MENTAL! IM SRY IF I SEEM JUDGE MENTAL BUT I PERSONALLY DONT THINK THAT I AM I ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO TRY AND GET TO KNOW THE PERSON BEFORE I DECIDE IF I DONT LIKE THEM AND I NORMALLY GET ALONG WITH LIKE EVERYONE EVEN IF I DONT LIKE THEM BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE MEAN TO SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE I DONT LIKE THEM AND WITH SOME PEOPLE ITS LIKE I DONT HAVE TO ACTUALLY GET TO KNOW THEM BECAUSE JUST BEING AROUND THEM FOR A FEW HOURS I CAN TELL WHAT THEY ARE LIKE AND THAT WAS HOW IT WAS WITH AARON I WAS AROUND HIM FOR A FEW HOURS AT FIRST AND DIDNT LIKE HIM THEN I SPENT A WEEK WITH HIM IN MEXICO AT THE MISSION TRIP AND STILL DIDNT LIKE HIM SO IM SRY BUT MY FEELINGS ARNT GOING TO CHANGE WITH HIM! SO YEAH I TOLD BRITT TO TELL HIM NEXT TIME THAT SHE TALKS TO HIM THAT ITS NOT MARK AND KEVIN I DONT LIKE THAT IT IS YOU, YOU BEING AARON! AND IM NOT GOIN TO BE MEAN TO HIM JUST CUZ I DONT LIKE HIM AND HE DOESNT LIKE ME I MEAN IF HE TREATS BRITT WRONG THEN HA YEA ILL BE EXCHANGING A FEW WORDS WITH HIM WHICH I STILL HAVENT WARNED HIM YET ABOUT HURTING HER WHICH THAT IS ON THE TOP OF MY LIST LOL WELL SRY THIS IS SO LONG! BUT IM GANNA GO AND OMW I AM SUNBURNT! TTYL LOVE YOU GUYS! ~*KaNa*~(sry britt if you get mad for me putting all this about aaron!)